| Location | Norwich |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 09/06/1998 |
| Date of Death | 09/06/1998 |
| Visitors | 469 since 20/03/2009 |
| Creator |
Jack is my first baby and i know he was a boy for i was sick from day 1.
I didnt know i was pregnant as i was only 16 nearly 17 and didnt really know the world.
One day i woke up in a pool of blood, i was not alarmed i put it down to a heavy period.
I went to the loo, i was slightly alarmed when i could not hold in a tampon and it fell out, but i
didnt know nay better, so after a bath i went to bed.
I slept a whole day and was very ill , i was not really in alot of pain, no worse than period cramps
, i was suffering anorexia and i was used to cramps , and my periods were sparadic so i was still
not alarmed.
The day after i woke up in a bed of blood, and between my legs was a small little white blob. I
think i knew i had lost a baby but i didnt want to admit it to myself.
I rang my Dad who came round and helped me clean up, we flushed the mess down the loo and threw away
my matress.
For a few weeks after i went into a deep depression i told people id had a miscariage but they said
only a hospital can tell me that and i was wrong. I told the dad id probably lost his baby and his
mum came after me and hit me for lieing!
So i stopped talking about it.
Until 1999 when i fell pregnant again with my 1st son Daniel, i always knew my 1st would be daniel
and my 2nd Jack, at 17 this was such a good idea.
At the 8 week scan the nurse asked me if i had been pregnant before, of caurse i said no, and it was
then she told me and my mum who was with me i had been but had miscarried the baby, she could tell
apparently i didnt ask why or how, i just wanted this baby to be OK, so i started eating again, my
weight went up to 8 stone and i hit a size 12 during my pregnancy.. Daniel nearly died a few times
during my pregnancy but he made it OK a week late.. i named him Daniel knowing i had a boy called
Jack in heaven.
I had until recently on other sites and to freinds called him Sunflower, but i could never rememebr
his name, for i knew it as not his name, and i was not being true to myself or my little baby.
One day i shall see my little man again, i sometimes blame myself, i was a heavy drinker and smoker
and clubbing alot let alone nnot eating, but i did not know i was pregnant.
Thanks for reading my story xxxx
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If luck was a raindrop
I'd send you a shower,
If hope is a minute
I'd send you an hour,
If happiness is a leaf
I'd give you a tree,
And if you need a friend
You will always have me.
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This morning when I wakened
And saw the sun above,
I Softly said, “Good Morning Lord,
...Bless everyone I love!”
Right away I thought of you
And said a loving prayer
That He would bless you specially
And keep you free from care!
I thought of all the happiness
A day could hold in store;
I wished it all for you because
No one deserves it more!
I felt so warm and good inside
My heart was all aglow---
I know God heard my prayer for you
---He hears them all you know!
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We had so little time to share,
Too soon, I had to leave.
I know how much you love me,
I know how much you grieve.
I know how sharp your pain is,
I feel the aching in your hearts.
My life so quickly ended
Before it barely had a start.
I remember how you held me,
And kissed my face and hands,
You cuddled me so gently;
But, God had other plans.
I was your perfect angel,
From God you knew I came,
Suddenly he called me home again,
And now God holds my hand.
I know you’ll always miss me,
I understand your pain is hard to bear.
Just remember that I’m in heaven
And we’ll see each other there.
So smile when you think of me
And wipe away all of your tears
I’m cuddled now in heaven
By our family members here.
I’m waiting here in heaven,
And on the day we meet again.
I’ll be the first to smile and greet you,
When God calls you home.
Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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Happy Birthday In Heaven - by Winnie Lovett
"Happy Birthday Jack"
It's sure to be the best one yet,
Though you left me here behind.
Did you think that I'd forget?
Your cake this year, will surely be,
A beauty to behold.
With the icing made of Silver,
And the candles made of Gold.
Yes, your birthday in Heaven,
Will be such a grand affair.
And I know you'll look so lovely,
With a halo in your hair.
The Angels will come from everywhere,
To sing your birthday song.
And I know they'll be so happy,
That you've joined, God's Happy Throng.
No I can't send a card this year,
Or give a gift so fine.
So I'll just send a special prayer,
To that wonderful Son of mine.
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The last two weeks have been very difficult
for us as a family, it was Christopher’s
Birthday & Angel Anniversary within 2 days
of each other on the Monday My Father-in-Law celebrated his 81st Birthday sadly on the Tuesday he passed away. The day before what would have been Christopher’s 32nd Birthday
I would like to take this opportunity to thank each
and everyone of you that left messages, candles,
tributes, gifts & photographs on Christopher’s website I read every single one.
You are all truly kind, special, amazing, thoughtful and a wonderful bunch of people that have taken the time to make me feel better when you are all dealing with your own private grief.
Thanks again
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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I Love And Miss You Son
The golden gates stood open
God saw you needed rest,
His garden must be beautiful
He only takes the best
I love you Son
I miss you Son
I think of you Son
You will always be with me.
Wherever I go,
Whatever I do
My day always
Starts and ends with you.
The hardest thing in life to bear,
Is to want your Son and he's not there.
Sorry Son that I still weep
For you I longed to love and keep.
FOR MONDAY
If I Could Travel Back In Time
If I could travel back in time
For maybe just one day,
To talk to you and laugh with you
Before you went away.
I wonder what you'd think of me
And all the things I've done;
If you'd see the child you knew
In the woman I've become.
The memories I have of you
Are fading now and few.
I walk familiar streets to tread
On pavements you walked too.
We never got to say goodbye
All those years ago,
I was too young to understand
You were too ill, and so...
If I could travel back in time
For maybe just one day,
I'd say these words, "I love you Dad"
Before you went away.
FOR TUESDAY
Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Proud Mum
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For a Special Angel
A tiny hand we’ll never hold
A child without a name
Your coos and giggles
Won’t touch our ears
But we loved you just the same
The twinkle in your little eyes
Was not for us to see
We longed to hold you in our arms
But it was never to be
Angels now hold your tiny hand
They’ve given you a name
Your coos and giggles grace there ears
But well miss you just the same
Those twinkle in your little eyes
Now light the skies at night
Angels hold you close in loving arms
Your always in there sight
Tiny hands well never hold
We have no reason why
But well always hold you in our hearts
Even though we said good bye
Unknown
Love Mary xxx
Dear All,
As this is going to be a difficult week for our family I am lighting the candles & tribute for this week today.
I want to make sure all your angels don’t miss out on the candles and tributes I hope you all understand
I will be back on Sunday with Monday’s candle
It would have been Christopher’s Birthday on Wednesday, he was on his way home from having a drink to celebrate his 27th Birthday when the accident happened and sadly he died 2 days later.
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In our hearts your memory lingers
Sweetly tender, fond and true,
There is not a day, dear angel
That we do not think of you.
For Mon
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We know that you're beside us,
In everything we do,
But life's just not the same
Now that we've lost you
For Tues
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Things I feel most deeply
Are the hardest things to say
My dearest one, I love you
In a very special way
For Wed
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Your life was a blessing
Your memory a treasure
You are loved beyond words
And missed beyond measure
For Thur
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Tribute For The Weekend
I'm sending a dove to heaven
With a parcel on its wings.
Be careful how you open it
It’s full of beautiful things
Inside are a million kisses
Wrapped up in a million hugs
To say how much you mean to us
And send you all our love
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Babies are angels
That fly to earth
Their wings disappear
At the time of there birth
One look in their eye
And we're never the same
They're part of us now
And that part has a name
That part is your heart
And a bond that won’t sever
Our babies are angels
And we love them forever
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It happens without warning
Time and time again
I go along and join the flow
But still remember when
You were there to share it all
That made it all worth while
The memories keep flooding back
And once again I smile
Then reality returns to me
And once again your gone
If only this little dream I have
Could simply just go on
I try and hide the heartache
But I feel it none the less
These are my words I send to you
I MISS YOU……..
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Just the average family
We didn't ask for more.
Then life was changed completely
With that knock upon our door.
This awful thing had happened
And none of us knew why.
You were never coming back again
And we didn't say goodbye.
Our world just fell to pieces
We cried with disbelief.
We had to stick together
To overcome our grief.
We'll never understand it
It all seems so unfair.
We wish we'd hear that knock again
And see you standing there.
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Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
i ahve finally added all your siblings today to here sweet little man xxxxx
See you again one day xxxxxxx
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MY LOVE SENT TO YOU & YOUR FAMILY
rest in peace
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